Alive

Sometimes I can't feel alive without screaming so loud
But don't I deserve to be be alive
And I don't know why you have this conspiracy against me
Tell me how have I lost my power

Towers of apologies are meant for me to fulfill
When I didn't even do anything
Everyone points fingers and don't even care if they're wrong
I am nothing, how
But you say this oh so many times

Sometimes I can't feel alive without screaming so loud
But don't I deserve to be be alive
And I don't know why you have this conspiracy against me
Tell me how have I lost my power

Somehow no one believes me
When I say that I didn't do anything
I don't deserve this
And you think I'm going to miss this
That you won't believe me
You filled me with uncertainty I'm do unsure
If I'm meant to be adored

Sometimes I can't feel alive without screaming so loud
But don't I deserve to be be alive
And I don't know why you have this conspiracy against me
Tell me how have I lost my power

I must be speaking softly because
You can't hear me
I must be speaking softly

Sometimes I can't feel alive without screaming so loud
But don't I deserve to be be alive
And I don't know why you have this conspiracy against me
Tell me how have I lost my power
I've lost my power
Lost my power